Yesterday was quite the emotional roller coaster ride ... After a very discouraging day on Wednesday (not feeling well, getting very little accomplished in my classroom, feeling literally drained of any kind of energy or motivation), I was praying that God would strengthen my hands and lift my spirits so that I could get back to work in preparing for the new school year. The start of school has been postponed so many times now I've almost lost count, and I KNOW that Satan would love for us to never get around to the business of shaping these young minds and hearts for the Lord's purposes. But the date is set. October 6th - our last 'official' starting date. I know that NOTHING is going to keep us from opening our doors for the young children of St. Marc to come and learn at 8 o'clock on Monday morning. NOTHING.
I spent about 3 hours in my classroom yesterday morning (before it got too hot and sticky in there), putting up posters, arranging the reading corner in the sanctuary, cleaning up the school entrance area ... it was a very productive 3 hours and I was so encouraged by the time lunch rolled around. My corner of the sanctuary looked like a real classroom! It actually looked a LOT better than my old room in the school ever could've looked ... with two large windows, the room is very well lit and with the bright tile floors, the room has such a polished look about it. The enthusiasm that had been washed away with the floodwaters of Hurricane Hanna was starting to creep back into my spirit again.
And then ... another little surprise. A turn in the road that I wasn't expecting. But really, what was I expecting? Life on the mission field is FULL of opportunities for growth in the areas of trust and flexibility. Right? Four days before school is supposed to start, I find out that I am supposed to teach math for the 4th and 5th grade classes, because their teacher is not very comfortable teaching that subject, and I am technically 'free' during that time because that is the one subject my ESL students would be most capable of learning IN English. So I spent the next several hours browsing through two Saxon Math textbooks and trying to come up with a teaching structure that would allow me to teach math to two 4th graders (one who knows very little English) and two 5th graders (again, one who knows little English) during the same 40 minute block of time. Thankfully, God gave me the insight and creativity I needed to come up with something that will work, and it all came together before the dinner bell rang! God keeps reminding me, in all of my preparation for teaching this year, that HE is the one who called me to this task and so HE is the one who will provide what I need to complete it. To His glory.
Ok. Dinner time ... it was spaghetti and salami again. Actually, one of my favorite meals on the base. As much as I love rice and beans, it starts to look less appetizing after eating it 5 times a week! Dinner was a tad more exciting than usual last night because we were awaiting the arrival of our next work team. A team from Lancaster County, Pennsylvania! And not only that, Lindsay and I both had a suitcase of goodies (teaching supplies, small gifts, and other personal stuff) that were arriving WITH the team! We got word during dinner though, that the bus had broken down about 20 minutes from the base. Our 'dump truck' was already on the way to pick them up so it could tow them the rest of the way to St. Marc. So we had to wait again... another lesson of life on the mission field. Patience. But by 7pm, in the middle of my guitar lessons with Samuel Snow and Kai Gephart, we heard the bus horn honking! We dropped our things and RAN. Back from my classroom in the sanctuary, across the 'mud field' (what used to be our lush green grassy field), and to the cafeteria. There we met and enjoyed chatting with a very travel weary, but energetic group of PA folk. I tracked down the six Dell laptops that they hand-delivered for us (thank you to Stu Metzler and Chris Scott for making this possible!), and put them in the safety of our office. Then I enjoyed a home-made chocoloate cookie from Shirley Horning (Lindsay's mom), and started the search for my black duffel. Lindsay's face lit up when she saw her piece of luggage - a bright orange suitcase - making its way down the stairway from the dorms. And we started asking around to see if anyone knew who had carried mine in ... But much to my sadness, I found out that two pieces of luggage were still somewhere in the baggage claim at the airport in Port au Prince. And mine was one of them. Lord, keep granting me patience ... Thankfully, God gave me more than enough joy for one evening by just giving me the opportunity to meet and talk with some people from my hometown. And on top of that, I had the joy of looking through Lindsay's suitcase with her and doubling her joy by getting excited about every little thing that her family and friends sent along for her. Twizzlers, Raspberry Mint Orbit Gum, a new flashlight, a cute pairt of black rubber boots with colored polka dots ... and much to my surprise, a small card and gift for ME! I cannot thank Lindsay's mom ENOUGH for her thoughtfulness. There were three photographs of my family at the Haiti Banquet last Thursday, including a really special one of my two grandfathers and my parents talking and laughing with Terry Snow. And to top it all off, she had a lovely picture of Stu (also taken, somewhat surreptitiously I might add!, at the banquet) - blown up and set in a silver frame. THAT made my night =)
But it was not long after dark that the rains started. It was just an innocent thunderstorm. The kind of storm you'd expect at the end of a hot day here in Haiti, especially during rainy season. I was enjoying the sound of rain again, as I sat in the Nettles living room typing up my Classroom Chores chart. It's been getting so dry and dusty, since the floodwaters receded several weeks ago. So I thought nothing of it. But when Lindsay was finished Skyping and getting ready to hit the sack, she asked me if my classroom windows were closed. I knew that they weren't, as I always keep them open to help cool down and air out the hut stuffyness that is my classroom. But since it was coming down pretty hard, I decided to be on the safe side and go close them up. After all, my teacher desk sits right inside one of them, and I had just finished organizing it and had all manner of papers and school supplies sitting on top of it. I didn't really want the rain splashing onto them ... I had experienced enough damp and moldy school supplies for one year.
Lindsay offered to come with me, so we grabbed her new red flashlight and made our way to the sanctuary. I was wearing my flip-flops, but Lindsay decided to try out her new black boots (she had just finished telling me that she didn't think she would ever get to use them, now that they had arrived). As we walked into the school, our eyes met an all too familiar sight. Water was dripping down the walls, wrinkling my newly mounted "Days of the Week" and "Weather" posters (How ironic, eh? I still had the little arrows pointing at the picture for ... "Today's weather is SUNNY!"). It was dripping from the poorly sealed corners and edges of the tin roof, puddling up on the floor, and before long, pouring in from the side door by the apartments (this is the lowest area here on our base). Suddenly, the adrenaline kicked in and we found ourselves in survival mode again. Lindsay grabbed a stick and began pushing away the dirt and cement blocks that were making the water puddle up inside the door and I grabbed a broom to start sweeping the water out into the yard. The water level was obviously rising, so Lindsay ran to alert Illioney while I continued trying to keep the water out of our newly set-up classrooms. It wasn't long before the water was level with the sanctuary floor... so I grabbed some bags of cement that were already wet, and with all the strength I could muster, formed a barrier around the door. By the time I finished this, Illioney and a whole crew of the staff had come to our rescue. They got the skid loader up and running and starting pushing mud up against the sanctuary door. They also grabbed shovels and widened the ditches and waterways that we spent so much time digging in the weeks after the flood. Around 11:30, after about an hour of this excitement, the rain slowed to a drizzle and the newly formed river that was running through our base again had gone from above boot-level down to about 4 inches. Thank God. I know that a lot of us were beginning to fear a repeat of last month's flood. Not to mention a repeat of our month-long clean-up efforts. But by God's grace (and I know many of us were praying our way through that thunderstorm...), we have been spared.
This morning, the sun came out. There is a lot of mud on our once-clean sidewalks, but it is now only inches. Not the foot plus we had before. And we now have a wonderful team of workers from PA, with fresh energy and enthusiasm, to start the clean-up process once again. As I write this, the two women who came with the team are mopping the mud out of our school and organizing the chaos on our library bookshelves. The skid loaders are running, carrying load after load of our mud mountains and depositing them into the back of the dump truck. Some men are up on the old school roof, assessing the damage and making plans to salvage part of it so that we can cover three of our old classrooms. God is good. He never gives us more than we can handle. But sometimes, I wonder just how strong he thinks we are ...
I am happy to say though, that even as Lindsay and I were standing in mud and water in our NEW school last night, pondering what this might mean for the start of the school year on Monday morning, we declared again that NOTHING is going to stop us now. Even if the rains continue and we find ourselves teaching in an inch or two of water, we are going to sieze every moment we have as a teachable moment and show these children what an AWESOME God they have, what AMAZING people He has created them to be, and what INCREDIBLE plans He has for their lives. Satan, no matter what you bring our way to try to discourage us and keep us from fighting for the lives of these children and for the future of their nation, WE WILL NOT GIVE UP THE FIGHT!
"We are pressed, but not crushed. Persecuted, not abandoned. Struck down, but not destroyed. We are BLESSED BEYOND THE CURSE, for His promise will endure. HIS JOY'S GONNA BE OUR STRENGTH! Though the sorrow may last for the night, His joy comes in the morning."
Thank you Lord for all of your goodness to us. For all of your blessings. You are GOOD.